How many times have you fell for the wrong guy? The one that you know he won't be with you..He has another kind of life. "Just let go" no, you cannot say it to yourself, in fact you hold on to him tighter, especially if he's that unreachable. The harder he hits you with the reality, the softer you fall into your dreams of him..I am stopping, right here, right now...No more wishing on a star..
Many boys, you know, the cutest one, the sexiest one, the nicest one, this one, that one..We want them, we "need" them. But you know he won't want you back..He's not even gay! Or he has a boyfriend already! Or he has a girlfriend! Or for fuck's sake he is married! But those obstacles make him more desirable, he starts looking like a star to you, the one that is so far away. You cannot touch him, you know it, and that's why you want him. The kind of star that you are wishing on, even right now. We always do it. But it's about the time to end this. It really is the time to stop it at least for me!
Firstly, I don't fucking need a boyfriend. I've realized it newly. I am good on my own, I am fine. Actually, I ROCK! haha...But if I'm gonna let somebody in from now on, he shouldn't be a star, really. I don't have the time to run after things. I am not letting my dreams down, giving up on them just cuz "he" doesn't share the same dreams. Fuck it, they're my dreams, you cannot disturb, okay? Thanks! I don't want the impossible kinda boys anymore, as much as they somehow seem sexy, I don't want them. I want a regular one, an ordinary, the kind of guy who simply loves you for the way you smile, the kind of guy who suddenly kisses you with no reason, the kind of guy who would say he is sorry because he cannot afford taking you out to a dinner, the kind of guy who is not a star, I want a moon kinda guy. Doesn't it really sound better? No more wishing on a star, I want a moon!
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